During the semester break,I had watched "Laughing Gor Returns".
However, it was not as interesting as what I had expected
as the previous drama was freaking amazing.
I was stunned when Laughing Gor was shot by the police
when he was arguing with the villain in the drama.
He wanted to show the villain that there were many ways to create
an ideal world where justice and harmonic can appear at the same time.
This was why he tried to fight with that guy though
the others thought that he was just a prisoner.
It was so sad that there was nobody who can prove that he was in sin.
Sometimes,I wondered whether this kind of people did appear.
Obviously the answer was "no".
Pity to sad to say this world was dying.
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Wednesday, January 18, 2012
Thursday, September 22, 2011
Lonely...
I have just started my semester 2 recently.
Gosh!I cannot meet my friends more frequently.
So sad!
I'm scared to have not friend with me for this sem.
I'm also scared to have the lecturers and tutors whom I don't like.
Shit!Is God testing me now?
Now,I realize that I 'm afraid to be alone.
Last time,I thought that I didn't have many friends because I don't have facebook account.
Whatever.That's not the main reason.It's not so important to own or not own.
I think it's mainly because of my attitude.
I don't like to talk so much to those I am not really familiar.
I also don't like to mix with those who are assumed to be arrogant.
I will not never force myself to mix with those whom I never like.
Do I have to pretend so hard to mix with those idiots just because I don't have friends?
Sometimes,I strongly think that I am close to my housemate and friend,Yogest because we have the "jodoh".
Try to imagine that two persons from different parts of the Earth and have different religions
but can stay in the same house and chat so much everyday.
This is called "jodoh".
Most of the time,I make friend based on it.
Perhaps there is no a great magnetic force that connect me to others.
That's why I don't have many friends.
I will appreciate my friends and avoid from joining those with bad attitude no matter how it is.
One of my friend told me that there is not LRT that can reach UCSI from Bandar Sunway.
Oh my fucking God!
Swee Yeng also told me that it's hard to adapt to KL life.
Now,I really don't know what to do.
I walked back home these few days as there was not UTAR bus service for certain periods.
I went to buy the bus tickets and the officer told me that she didn't have enough change.
What?It is the Division of Finance and the lady told me such thing.
Last time,UTAR also barred me from having exam due to the stupid timetable and stupid officers.
Haiz.Should I transfer?
Now,I only hope that I will have new friends soon and meet nice lecturers and tutors.
Gosh!I cannot meet my friends more frequently.
So sad!
I'm scared to have not friend with me for this sem.
I'm also scared to have the lecturers and tutors whom I don't like.
Shit!Is God testing me now?
Now,I realize that I 'm afraid to be alone.
Last time,I thought that I didn't have many friends because I don't have facebook account.
Whatever.That's not the main reason.It's not so important to own or not own.
I think it's mainly because of my attitude.
I don't like to talk so much to those I am not really familiar.
I also don't like to mix with those who are assumed to be arrogant.
I will not never force myself to mix with those whom I never like.
Do I have to pretend so hard to mix with those idiots just because I don't have friends?
Sometimes,I strongly think that I am close to my housemate and friend,Yogest because we have the "jodoh".
Try to imagine that two persons from different parts of the Earth and have different religions
but can stay in the same house and chat so much everyday.
This is called "jodoh".
Most of the time,I make friend based on it.
Perhaps there is no a great magnetic force that connect me to others.
That's why I don't have many friends.
I will appreciate my friends and avoid from joining those with bad attitude no matter how it is.
One of my friend told me that there is not LRT that can reach UCSI from Bandar Sunway.
Oh my fucking God!
Swee Yeng also told me that it's hard to adapt to KL life.
Now,I really don't know what to do.
I walked back home these few days as there was not UTAR bus service for certain periods.
I went to buy the bus tickets and the officer told me that she didn't have enough change.
What?It is the Division of Finance and the lady told me such thing.
Last time,UTAR also barred me from having exam due to the stupid timetable and stupid officers.
Haiz.Should I transfer?
Now,I only hope that I will have new friends soon and meet nice lecturers and tutors.
Saturday, August 20, 2011
Walking in the rain
Yesterday,I walked back home after the class.
It was not the first time I walked back home.
Unfortunately,it was raining heavily after the economics class.
(Actually,it was raining for a short while.)
Before that,I did not cycle to UTAR but had planned to take a bus.
However,I saw many people waiting for the bus and I decided to walk back home again.
Luckily,Joie and Jey Ming insisted to walk together with me
although they actually cycled to UTAR.
Joie insisted to fetch me with her bicycle
but in vain as we kept on dropping out our things.
We asked Jey Ming to cycle back first
but he didn't want and walked together with us.
It was raining cat and dog although it was only a while.
Nevertheless,it made us so embarrasing
as the umbrella was blown to a weird shape and
a series of small incidents happened.
(I think you all can imagine it.)
It was also a funny scene that another Indian girl
who was listening to music while walking alone,
walked with a cool 'style' as if she didn't care when the rain stopped.
Walao A!!!
There were just a few rain stains on her shirt while
three of us were all rain-drenched.*-*
After that,Jey Ming concluded that that girl is thin
so her surface area to get the rain was smaller
and her probability to be rain-drenched was smaller.
I think he had studied Maths so hard until
he used the terms in daily communication.
I never thought that Joie and Jey Ming would accompany
me to walk back home especially during such bad weather.
Before that,I had walked together with my housemate,Yogest.
It was totally a different experience in UTAR.
We were so happy though it was raining heavily.
I appreciate to have them to become my friends.
I will never forget this special experience.
I hope we can fix the same timetable together for the next semester.
I really wish that our friendship can be forever.
xoxo.
Saturday, August 6, 2011
Freestyle
by korean group,4 minute "Freestyle" Please focus on the lyrics.
I think the lyrics really describe my feeling rightnow.
I am busy and stressful these few days.
I can't mix with others-my second weakness in my life.
HAIZ!
I don't want to care so much now.
I just want freestyle.
Just do what I what.
I do want to care how the other stupid guys
think about me because you all are not important to me.
Be honest and follow my own heart.
I want to love myself and
I wanna be myself.
Don't be easily affected by the others.
It is the hardest challenge in my life.
Just wanna tell myself that I will be better soon.
I love myself.
xoxo.
Friday, August 5, 2011
Hey,guys! I was born this way...
I have not updated my blog for a month already.
So leceh to do all sorts of stupid assignments!!!
I will have 2 presentations and radioplay next week.
I hope I can handle my nervousness during that time.
It is my greatest weakness in my life.
I hope I can do well in all of these.
So stressful to be here...
I still can handle in my studies
but I can't communicate with others.
I am totally alienated.
I try to mix with the others but I can't
as if we all come from different worlds.
I know I'm ugly and not humorous.
Does this mean that I don't deserve to have friends?
Many asked for my facebook account.
Do I need to own one so that any of you can become my friends?
I'm lazy to chat with others and don't like to play games.
I don't want to do somethings that others like to do.
I don't want to become a photostat-machine.
Nobody here can understand me!
It is like I have to adapt to their lives so that I can mix with them.
GOSH!
I don't want to do that.
I will not force others to love me
as I have the same rights to not to love you.
Similarly,don't force me to do something I dislike.
Like what Lady Gaga said,"I was born this way."
I want freedom and this is the way I was born.
(Walau aaa!So cool I am!)
So leceh to do all sorts of stupid assignments!!!
I will have 2 presentations and radioplay next week.
I hope I can handle my nervousness during that time.
It is my greatest weakness in my life.
I hope I can do well in all of these.
So stressful to be here...
I still can handle in my studies
but I can't communicate with others.
I am totally alienated.
I try to mix with the others but I can't
as if we all come from different worlds.
I know I'm ugly and not humorous.
Does this mean that I don't deserve to have friends?
Many asked for my facebook account.
Do I need to own one so that any of you can become my friends?
I'm lazy to chat with others and don't like to play games.
I don't want to do somethings that others like to do.
I don't want to become a photostat-machine.
Nobody here can understand me!
It is like I have to adapt to their lives so that I can mix with them.
GOSH!
I don't want to do that.
I will not force others to love me
as I have the same rights to not to love you.
Similarly,don't force me to do something I dislike.
Like what Lady Gaga said,"I was born this way."
I want freedom and this is the way I was born.
(Walau aaa!So cool I am!)
Sunday, June 19, 2011
Lossssssy Guy---What A Racism!!!
I was extremely frustrated because of an arrogant malay man yesterday.
My aunt drove the car to go to visit the dentist
while my grandpa,my youngest sis and I were following,too.
My aunt found a parking space and tried to park the car.
Suddenly,a malay drove a car from the back and
moved in front to grab our parking space.
I gave him a signal to stop him from moving
and crashing into our car.
My grandpa was very angry and was mumbling.
(I think most people will give this respond as that malay
drove in that way.We can't blame my grandpa.)
After parking our car and shutting down our car engine,
that malay suddenly came out from his car and opened our car door
to scold my grandpa.
He acted so rude like he wanted to hit my grandpa.
He shouted that we all are "Babi"!
What the fuck!
If we were pigs,what was he?
He must be a big booger that can make an Amoeba to die!!!
It's totally unfair.
I admitted that I was a bit racist but
I felt angry not because of he is a Malay.
It's because he bullied us as we are Chinese.
I wonder that whether we will be abased by that malay
if we are Malays or Indians.
I don't think that we did any wrong in this matter,did we?
A law-abiting driver will not simply affront another driver
because of his own fault.
Hey,our dearest Malay kawan!
Don't tell me that our Malaysia government
doesn't sponsor you money for your education.
In fact,our government sponsors a lot of JPA scholarships
to those malays who don't perform well in their studies.
Please don't tell me that you are so haughty as you are not educated
and your Al-Qurah doesn't teach to be sensible and polite.
Malaysia Boleh as our country manage
to nurture so many irresponsible,arrogant "sakai"!
Another Case:
(http://dpriest.blogspot.com/2011/06/blog-post.html)
My friend who studies in a Malay school,
can't get her appeal form for transferation after waiting for many days.
The malay officers kept on giving a lot of excuses
when she wanted to get the form from them.
The malay teachers always scold the Chinese students who
came from Chinese school, as KURANG AJAR!
I regret that I didn't use my phone to take down the video
when that terrible malay scolded my grandpa
so that I can post it here.
Perhaps it's useless to do so or make any complaints as all the governmental societies
that claim to help the needies,are made up of Malays.
I still remember that the main actor in a Hong Kong drama said that
laws is the game of the rich man.
Is laws able to protect the Chinese who come from the lower class from racial discrimination ?
2020 is coming.
However,racial inequility is still serious in Malaysia.
Racial engineering is important to avoid this.
Our Malay kawan,please don't exploit other races' rights
and be rational and sensible.
You should not simply despise the other races
as you Malays are powerful in this country.
Please do remember that we all share the same mother earth!
My aunt drove the car to go to visit the dentist
while my grandpa,my youngest sis and I were following,too.
My aunt found a parking space and tried to park the car.
Suddenly,a malay drove a car from the back and
moved in front to grab our parking space.
I gave him a signal to stop him from moving
and crashing into our car.
My grandpa was very angry and was mumbling.
(I think most people will give this respond as that malay
drove in that way.We can't blame my grandpa.)
After parking our car and shutting down our car engine,
that malay suddenly came out from his car and opened our car door
to scold my grandpa.
He acted so rude like he wanted to hit my grandpa.
He shouted that we all are "Babi"!
What the fuck!
If we were pigs,what was he?
He must be a big booger that can make an Amoeba to die!!!
It's totally unfair.
I admitted that I was a bit racist but
I felt angry not because of he is a Malay.
It's because he bullied us as we are Chinese.
I wonder that whether we will be abased by that malay
if we are Malays or Indians.
I don't think that we did any wrong in this matter,did we?
A law-abiting driver will not simply affront another driver
because of his own fault.
Hey,our dearest Malay kawan!
Don't tell me that our Malaysia government
doesn't sponsor you money for your education.
In fact,our government sponsors a lot of JPA scholarships
to those malays who don't perform well in their studies.
Please don't tell me that you are so haughty as you are not educated
and your Al-Qurah doesn't teach to be sensible and polite.
Malaysia Boleh as our country manage
to nurture so many irresponsible,arrogant "sakai"!
Another Case:
(http://dpriest.blogspot.com/2011/06/blog-post.html)
My friend who studies in a Malay school,
can't get her appeal form for transferation after waiting for many days.
The malay officers kept on giving a lot of excuses
when she wanted to get the form from them.
The malay teachers always scold the Chinese students who
came from Chinese school, as KURANG AJAR!
I regret that I didn't use my phone to take down the video
when that terrible malay scolded my grandpa
so that I can post it here.
Perhaps it's useless to do so or make any complaints as all the governmental societies
that claim to help the needies,are made up of Malays.
I still remember that the main actor in a Hong Kong drama said that
laws is the game of the rich man.
Is laws able to protect the Chinese who come from the lower class from racial discrimination ?
2020 is coming.
However,racial inequility is still serious in Malaysia.
Racial engineering is important to avoid this.
Our Malay kawan,please don't exploit other races' rights
and be rational and sensible.
You should not simply despise the other races
as you Malays are powerful in this country.
Please do remember that we all share the same mother earth!
Monday, June 13, 2011
Goodbye,Daddy!
To my dearest dad,
I know you are sad to leave here.
It is the same feeling for me.
My tears are rolling down my cheeks
when I realise that you won't come to Kampar anymore
to fetch me home.
I try to convince myself that
I should adapt to it since I was young.
I know this is not what you really want.
However,I still can't accept it as a truth or even a habit.
I still remember that I blame you for working abroad
and leave us here.
Dad,I never meant to hurt you.
Sorry about that.
I hate people say that children who are brought up
by their grandparents are not good.
Don't worry,Dad!I won't become like what they said.
All these stupid commends
will force me to do better in order
to prove them that they are wrong.
I promise that I will try my best to adapt to
life in UTAR and Kampar
although I dislike to stay here.
It may be boring and hard to be here but not totally bitter.
I will work hard to go ahead to fulfill my dream.
I promise that I will take good care of all of them.
I will also try my best to learn driving.
Dad,I know it may be hard when you are not around
but I will try my best for everything in life.
Goodbye,daddy!
We will always miss you...
I know you are sad to leave here.
It is the same feeling for me.
My tears are rolling down my cheeks
when I realise that you won't come to Kampar anymore
to fetch me home.
I try to convince myself that
I should adapt to it since I was young.
I know this is not what you really want.
However,I still can't accept it as a truth or even a habit.
I still remember that I blame you for working abroad
and leave us here.
Dad,I never meant to hurt you.
Sorry about that.
I hate people say that children who are brought up
by their grandparents are not good.
Don't worry,Dad!I won't become like what they said.
All these stupid commends
will force me to do better in order
to prove them that they are wrong.
I promise that I will try my best to adapt to
life in UTAR and Kampar
although I dislike to stay here.
It may be boring and hard to be here but not totally bitter.
I will work hard to go ahead to fulfill my dream.
I promise that I will take good care of all of them.
I will also try my best to learn driving.
Dad,I know it may be hard when you are not around
but I will try my best for everything in life.
Goodbye,daddy!
We will always miss you...
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