Lossssssy Guy---What A Racism!!!

I was extremely frustrated because of an arrogant malay man yesterday.
My aunt drove the car to go to visit the dentist
while my grandpa,my youngest sis and I were following,too.
My aunt found a parking space and tried to park the car.
Suddenly,a malay drove a car from the back and
moved in front to grab our parking space.
I gave him a signal to stop him from moving
and crashing into our car.
My grandpa was very angry and was mumbling.
(I think most people will give this respond as that malay
drove in that way.We can't blame my grandpa.)
After parking our car and shutting down our car engine,
that malay suddenly came out from his car and opened our car door
to scold my grandpa.
He acted so rude like he wanted to hit my grandpa.
He shouted that we all are "Babi"!
What the fuck!
If we were pigs,what was he?
He must be a big booger that can make an Amoeba to die!!!

It's totally unfair.
I admitted that I was a bit racist but
I felt angry not because of he is a Malay.
It's because he bullied us as we are Chinese.
I wonder that whether we will be abased by that malay
if we are Malays or Indians.
I don't think that we did any wrong in this matter,did we?
A law-abiting driver will not simply affront another driver
because of his own fault.
Hey,our dearest Malay kawan!
Don't tell me that our Malaysia government
doesn't sponsor you money for your education.
In fact,our government sponsors a lot of JPA scholarships
to those malays who don't perform well in their studies.
Please don't tell me that you are so haughty as you are not educated
and your Al-Qurah doesn't teach to be sensible and polite.
Malaysia Boleh as our country manage
to nurture so many irresponsible,arrogant "sakai"!

Another Case:
(http://dpriest.blogspot.com/2011/06/blog-post.html)
My friend who studies in a Malay school,
can't get her appeal form for transferation after waiting for many days.
The malay officers kept on giving a lot of excuses
when she wanted to get the form from them.
The malay teachers always scold the Chinese students who
came from Chinese school, as KURANG AJAR!

I regret that I didn't use my phone to take down the video
when that terrible malay scolded my grandpa
so that I can post it here.
Perhaps it's useless to do so or make any complaints as all the governmental societies
that claim to help the needies,are made up of Malays.
I still remember that the main actor in a Hong Kong drama said that
laws is the game of the rich man.
Is laws able to protect the Chinese who come from the lower class from racial discrimination ?
2020 is coming.
However,racial inequility is still serious in Malaysia.
Racial engineering is important to avoid this.
Our Malay kawan,please don't exploit other races' rights
and be rational and sensible.
You should not simply despise the other races
as you Malays are powerful in this country.
Please do remember that we all share the same mother earth!

Goodbye,Daddy!

To my dearest dad,

I know you are sad to leave here.
It is the same feeling for me.
My tears are rolling down my cheeks
when I realise that you won't come to Kampar anymore
to fetch me home.
I try to convince myself that
I should adapt to it since I was young.
I know this is not what you really want.
However,I still can't accept it as a truth or even a habit.
I still remember that I blame you for working abroad
and leave us here.
Dad,I never meant to hurt you.
Sorry about that.

I hate people say that children who are brought up
by their grandparents are not good.
Don't worry,Dad!I won't become like what they said.
All these stupid commends
will force me to do better in order
to prove them that they are wrong.

I promise that I will try my best to adapt to
life in UTAR and Kampar
although I dislike to stay here.
It may be boring and hard to be here but not totally bitter.
I will work hard to go ahead to fulfill my dream.
I promise that I will take good care of all of them.
I will also try my best to learn driving.

Dad,I know it may be hard when you are not around
but I will try my best for everything in life.
Goodbye,daddy!
We will always miss you...

UTAR Kampar Life

It is extremely boring to stay and study here.
Everyday,I spend my time to surf the internet.
Nobody talks to me.
Sometimes,I don't ever meet my housemates
in the house.
Those friends whom I know,study different courses
or different streams.
I don't have friends to study the same group.
I try my best to meet some new friends in UTAR
but in vain.
Do they think I am too cool?
Yup.I am a bit cool but totally shy.
I need some time to be familiar
with the university and to be "hot".

It's so tired to cycle to the university.
It's too far from the Danish House.
Sometimes,I try to find a few reasons
to convince myself to take a bus.
If I am rich,I will definitely take a bus everyday.
(In case,I won't study in UTAR but to study abroad.)
Almost every night,I go outside with my friends for dinner.
The food is really expensive
but there are still many people who are willing to pay.
Everyone is lazy to cook.

I would say the lecturers and tutors here are okk.
Some can't speak fluently in English.
My sociology lecturer has a special voice.
When she talks,it sounds like a doll.
Do you guys know what I mean?
By the way,my Basic English lecturer can
speak like a native speaker.
I still can't speak fluently in English.
When can I be proficient in English like him?
I dread in phonetics.
Before that,I thought I am good in English and it would
be interesitng to study Basic English but it's totally a slip-up.
Most of the lecturers are not professional in teaching.
I am bored to study in UTAR.
Sometimes,I wonder whether I had made a right choice
to study in English Language.
When I saw my sis's blog,I realised that I had forgotten
both our dream.
I should study in Science or Bussiness
in order to fulfill that dream
but it needs RM200 for course transfer
and it doesn't guarantee that I manage to do so.
Regret!!!
Perhaps I can become a Vogue magazine editor
if I continue to study in English Language.
This's the only way that I can persuade myself.

When can I get the cheque from KYY Scholarship?
The others had got theirs.Those Malay officers are really lousy.
I have rejected the UTAR Scholarship
in order to own this scholarship.
I am worried that I will miss both.
My papa can afford to pay the fee
but it is unfair if we pay ourselves.
Am I going to pay the amount like
those who fail in SPM ?
What's the purpose to study hard and score full As?
What's use I study here?
If I can't get the KYY Scholarship,
then UTAR should give me its own scholarship.
At least it's fair if it does that way.
If I can't get both,I will pay myself for foundation
and continue my degree in UCSI.
It will be a good reason for me to transfer to other colleges.

I really hope everything is easy to handle.