Thank you,guys~

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  看了这张图,我笑了一下.成功需要靠朋友的帮忙???从小到大,也许没有什么长处,我总觉得我是被朋友忽略的.最近,发生了很多事,受了一点伤,才发现身边有这么强大的军团鼓励我.久违的朋友看了我fb里很绝望的post第一时间慰问我;也有人特地打了一封电话给我;有人递纸巾帮我擦泪(我竟然在他们面前流泪?!)... 其实,我的问题依然还在,但我很感动,也很感激你们.也许朋友不能帮我获得成功,但却让我明白我不是一个人面对问题.我在悲惨,但还是有你们为我打气.虽然我不是你们最好的朋友,但很高兴在foundation时认识你们. 好爱你们哦! 私心的觉得你们比我以前认识的朋友好很多倍!!! 我接下来要学习如何think positively & always believe in myself咯~ PS 这是老娘我最深情的告白~不要high到睡不着.哈哈~

Pekcek members

明明是最轻松的presentation，却变成了最恐怖的。
虽然常常assignment很多，
但我都会珍惜每次认识到的朋友。
很倒霉的遇上几个做事吊儿郎当，
但我想说态度真的很重要！
套用明星的一句话：＂有的人会喜欢你；
也会有人讨厌你。＂
所以拜托不要再沉迷于受欢迎的假象！

I know I'm handsome ^-^

最近获得不少的赞美，让我不禁暗爽。
其实，我从来都不觉得自己长得好看，
甚至可以说是很丑，但比起以前我已没有那么自卑了。
以前的我常常用放大镜来看自己的缺点；上了大学后才学会了放开，
放不开时就回安慰自己说我并没有很差，
只不过是不符合大家的审美标准，
但我从不随波逐流，不阿谀奉承。
没有办法老娘就是那么的有个性！
我怎么突然觉得自己很帅啊？！

Laughing Gor Returns

During the semester break,I had watched "Laughing Gor Returns".
However, it was not as interesting as what I had expected
as the previous drama was freaking amazing.
I was stunned when Laughing Gor was shot by the police
when he was arguing with the villain in the drama.
He wanted to show the villain that there were many ways to create
an ideal world where justice and harmonic can appear at the same time.
This was why he tried to fight with that guy though
the others thought that he was just a prisoner.
It was so sad that there was nobody who can prove that he was in sin.
Sometimes,I wondered whether this kind of people did appear.
Obviously the answer was "no".
Pity to sad to say this world was dying.

Lonely...

I have just started my semester 2 recently.
Gosh!I cannot meet my friends more frequently.
So sad!
I'm scared to have not friend with me for this sem.
I'm also scared to have the lecturers and tutors whom I don't like.
Shit!Is God testing me now?
Now,I realize that I 'm afraid to be alone.
Last time,I thought that I didn't have many friends because I don't have facebook account.
Whatever.That's not the main reason.It's not so important to own or not own.
I think it's mainly because of my attitude.
I don't like to talk so much to those I am not really familiar.
I also don't like to mix with those who are assumed to be arrogant.
I will not never force myself to mix with those whom I never like.
Do I have to pretend so hard to mix with those idiots just because I don't have friends?

Sometimes,I strongly think that I am close to my housemate and friend,Yogest because we have the "jodoh".
Try to imagine that two persons from different parts of the Earth and have different religions
but can stay in the same house and chat so much everyday.
This is called "jodoh".
Most of the time,I make friend based on it.
Perhaps there is no a great magnetic force that connect me to others.
That's why I don't have many friends.
I will appreciate my friends and avoid from joining those with bad attitude no matter how it is.

One of my friend told me that there is not LRT that can reach UCSI from Bandar Sunway.
Oh my fucking God!
Swee Yeng also told me that it's hard to adapt to KL life.
Now,I really don't know what to do.
I walked back home these few days as there was not UTAR bus service for certain periods.
I went to buy the bus tickets and the officer told me that she didn't have enough change.
What?It is the Division of Finance and the lady told me such thing.
Last time,UTAR also barred me from having exam due to the stupid timetable and stupid officers.
Haiz.Should I transfer?

Now,I only hope that I will have new friends soon and meet nice lecturers and tutors.

Walking in the rain

Yesterday,I walked back home after the class.
It was not the first time I walked back home.
Unfortunately,it was raining heavily after the economics class.
(Actually,it was raining for a short while.)
Before that,I did not cycle to UTAR but had planned to take a bus.
However,I saw many people waiting for the bus and I decided to walk back home again.
Luckily,Joie and Jey Ming insisted to walk together with me
although they actually cycled to UTAR.
Joie insisted to fetch me with her bicycle
but in vain as we kept on dropping out our things.
We asked Jey Ming to cycle back first
but he didn't want and walked together with us.

It was raining cat and dog although it was only a while.
Nevertheless,it made us so embarrasing
as the umbrella was blown to a weird shape and
a series of small incidents happened.
(I think you all can imagine it.)
It was also a funny scene that another Indian girl
who was listening to music while walking alone,
walked with a cool 'style' as if she didn't care when the rain stopped.
Walao A!!!
There were just a few rain stains on her shirt while
three of us were all rain-drenched.*-*
After that,Jey Ming concluded that that girl is thin
so her surface area to get the rain was smaller
and her probability to be rain-drenched was smaller.
I think he had studied Maths so hard until
he used the terms in daily communication.

I never thought that Joie and Jey Ming would accompany
me to walk back home especially during such bad weather.
Before that,I had walked together with my housemate,Yogest.
It was totally a different experience in UTAR.
We were so happy though it was raining heavily.
I appreciate to have them to become my friends.
I will never forget this special experience.
I hope we can fix the same timetable together for the next semester.
I really wish that our friendship can be forever.
xoxo.

Freestyle

by korean group,4 minute "Freestyle" Please focus on the lyrics.
I think the lyrics really describe my feeling rightnow.
I am busy and stressful these few days.
I can't mix with others-my second weakness in my life.
HAIZ!
I don't want to care so much now.
I just want freestyle.
Just do what I what.
I do want to care how the other stupid guys
think about me because you all are not important to me.
Be honest and follow my own heart.

I want to love myself and
I wanna be myself.
Don't be easily affected by the others.
It is the hardest challenge in my life.
Just wanna tell myself that I will be better soon.
I love myself.
xoxo.