Hey,guys! I was born this way...

I have not updated my blog for a month already.
So leceh to do all sorts of stupid assignments!!!
I will have 2 presentations and radioplay next week.
I hope I can handle my nervousness during that time.
It is my greatest weakness in my life.
I hope I can do well in all of these.

So stressful to be here...
I still can handle in my studies
but I can't communicate with others.
I am totally alienated.
I try to mix with the others but I can't
as if we all come from different worlds.
I know I'm ugly and not humorous.
Does this mean that I don't deserve to have friends?

Many asked for my facebook account.
Do I need to own one so that any of you can become my friends?
I'm lazy to chat with others and don't like to play games.
I don't want to do somethings that others like to do.
I don't want to become a photostat-machine.
Nobody here can understand me!
It is like I have to adapt to their lives so that I can mix with them.

GOSH!
I don't want to do that.
I will not force others to love me
as I have the same rights to not to love you.
Similarly,don't force me to do something I dislike.
Like what Lady Gaga said,"I was born this way."
I want freedom and this is the way I was born.
(Walau aaa!So cool I am!)