Gambling...

There are many people in this world prefer
to be  gamblers.
I met a special "gambler" last night.
Life and future are her wager that
makes her different from other ordinary gamblers.

During her first gambling,
she staked her career
and she really destroyed it.
Did she really completely lose everything?
No,she didn't.
To your surprise,she won friendship and family support.

Now,she decides to start another trial.
It's another horrible gambling.
She tries to attain her dream.
This time,life and future will again become her wager.
It'a tiring journey to oppose others'perceptions.

I can feel how determined she is from our conservation.
I doubted that where she can get such
courage that guides her to make such decision.
Yup,she's like what her friends said---crazy but tough.

I look back my life.
I have made a terrible mistake.
I did't appreciate any opportunities
to know who I was.
I rejected to learn new thing
and to be closer with my friend.
I was afraid to know my weakness
and to be hurt by my friends.
This made me to be isolated by others.
I remained to be out-dated.
Courage is what I am lack of.

This "gambler" taught me some new things
though there were still some that I didn't believe
but I strongly believe that she will win that challenging gambling.

I must start to work hard.
I can't decide how my background is
but I still can decide how my future is.
Hard work will be my precious wager that can fulfill my dream.

Good luck,Miss "Gambler".